Ug.
Some time ago, Chelle pointed out that most of what I write about our relationship here is bad stuff, so I've kind of avoided writing anything about it since then.
Today she managed to inadvertantly remind me again that I'm not much of a part of her life though, and that hurt. It was one of those things where if she had just talked to me about it first that I would feel a lot better, but since I'm not right in front of her every day, she didn't, and that just makes me feel much farther away from her, from her thoughts...
And it sucks.