Saturday, November 23, 2002
So tomorrow, Tool is playing in Long Beach. Chelle and I were supposed to go- we had been talking about it for weeks, and I got passes so we could come and go as we please all over.
Only last night did I find out we're not going. She commited herself to be in Fresno this weekend to help out around the house while her relatives filed in for thanksgiving. It turns out that she agreed to that on wednesday, and didn't tell me all week... and that was a major disappointment. It's the not knowing, the "I dunno"s that get to me.
And her continued inability to stick to plans we make, no matter how far in advance, really bothers me. There's not much I can do about it either, and I don't know if there is something else going on or what.
Chris called this morning, turns out he's down here in LA for a wedding, so I might hang out with him tonight or tomorrow. It's been at least a year since I last saw him in person, along with Megan, so that should be fun. I'll have to think of some place for us to go since, well, I sure don't feel like cleaning up the Shit Pile today.
I can't bring myself to call up and cancel for tomorrow night's concert. Bleh.
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