Tuesday, September 10, 2002
This is the chapter in my life that will always be open
This is the story that won't end
Tonight I finally let out everything I had been feeling about my relationship with chelle. I think she took it about as well as she could have - nothing I said was good. I lost all hope, and we lost our chances to bring the hope back into us I guess. I could have waited forever, but being rejected, or feeling I was, was just too much to bear.
I will always love her. There will never be another.
I can't think of anything I could have done to make things better. Afterwards I drove down there in record time only to once again meet her silence - I never found her. Most of the way back I screamed. I can only hope she will find happiness. I don't have any hope left for myself.
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